I'm a thirty-something year old, on a new journey of love and life after loss. Married to my love, Beilal, a hard working, and adventurous man. A proud mother to Mr. Ethan, my smiling, always happy little man and Miss Isabel, our angel we lost in October 2015.
I have a passion for music and it's healing abilities, and for connecting with people on a deeper more meaningful level. When I'm not adulting, I like to run around chasing Ethan, making him giggle, and wishing that I could be with him all day. I do best when I am out in nature, listening to all its sounds, and taking in all its energy. I love my home and always try to fill it with love and kindness.
With each day that passes, my heart is filled with love and remembrance for the sweet baby girl that we lost far too soon. Life isn't easy anymore, and I have been challenged to find new meaning in everything.
My wish is that you find comfort and hope in my words, as reading others' stories has brought that feeling to me. Grief is never ending, I will grieve for as long as I love, so that means for a lifetime. Whether I embrace it, or let it live silently in my shadows, I know that it is always there. If you are experiencing grief, maybe one day you can accept it and have patience that it will change you in new and meaningful ways.